It feels like your walking against the current . But the currents are so strong and they’re constantly trying to push you down … There are others with you . But they’re walking on the banks. They keep telling you “just get out of the water ” but the current keeps pushing you eventually they’re walking so far ahead you can’t see them anymore. And your left to fight the current alone. . Sometimes you find a rock and you can rest for a bit. But the rock gets tired of holding you up and when it lets go you’re drowning ,getting thrown back by the current… The hardest part is standing in the current knowing, it would be so much easier to just let it drag you under .